You know those days...just not feeling up to scratch...well, that's today for me. Little bit of a sore throat, a headache, though that comes from caffeine withdrawal, and kind of fatigued.
I have a lot on my mind at the moment...the biggest thing being I can't seem to find any motivation for anything...I need to find additional income, and though I have a couple of options, none are exciting me...why do I feel so apathetic? I want to sing...that's what I want to do...that's what I have ALWAYS wanted to do...why can't I just make money at that? Huh? Guess that would be because I am not working for it. I can't believe that my music career is gone simply because of age or family...I just know that the timing is not right now. I'll know when the time comes, if it comes...but there are other things I need to be focused on...like my family.
That's what I am doing...
God grant me patience in your timing...that is my plea today.
That's all I have to say today...just a blah kind of day...
Monday, August 25, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
My bra is on backwards...
That comes from a quote submitted by Funny.co.uk:
You know its going to be a bad day when you put your bra on backwards and it fits better.
Well, that's today. It has just been an all-around rotten day. Jack was in quite a state today, I didn't seem to get anything accomplished and every time I tried, Jack made it apparent that if all my attention wasn't on him WE were going to be miserable and then Caleb added his contribution by continually ignoring everything I said.
I didn't get the bathrooms cleaned, I didn't get my bed changed, I couldn't do the dishes because Jack wanted to "help", and I couldn't cook nor did I want to eat because I was just so frustrated by the time Michael walked in the door, I just wanted to be alone.
Thankfully, I have a wonderful husband that let me escape for a while and even more thankfully, tomorrow is a new day...but good lord, if I have another day like today, I think I may have to go back to work... :) Just kidding...I wouldn't trade this for anything, but some days are just like running on a hampster wheel.
Completely different train of thought (all aboard the Jump-the-Track Express):
By the way, I am looking for part-time employment (hopefully at the Y) where I can bring my son or work out of my home...just be in prayer for me about that. I need adult time during the day...and the extra moola won't come amiss either. :)
You know its going to be a bad day when you put your bra on backwards and it fits better.
Well, that's today. It has just been an all-around rotten day. Jack was in quite a state today, I didn't seem to get anything accomplished and every time I tried, Jack made it apparent that if all my attention wasn't on him WE were going to be miserable and then Caleb added his contribution by continually ignoring everything I said.
I didn't get the bathrooms cleaned, I didn't get my bed changed, I couldn't do the dishes because Jack wanted to "help", and I couldn't cook nor did I want to eat because I was just so frustrated by the time Michael walked in the door, I just wanted to be alone.
Thankfully, I have a wonderful husband that let me escape for a while and even more thankfully, tomorrow is a new day...but good lord, if I have another day like today, I think I may have to go back to work... :) Just kidding...I wouldn't trade this for anything, but some days are just like running on a hampster wheel.
Completely different train of thought (all aboard the Jump-the-Track Express):
By the way, I am looking for part-time employment (hopefully at the Y) where I can bring my son or work out of my home...just be in prayer for me about that. I need adult time during the day...and the extra moola won't come amiss either. :)
Monday, August 11, 2008
All is quiet...
So I am sitting here at home on the first day of school in my stay-at-home-momdom and it’s awfully quiet. Jack is napping and I am almost lonely…I’ve just gotten used to two months of it never being quiet (less noisy, maybe, but never quiet) and I am having a hard time thinking about what its going to be like having this every day. I am sure I will get used to it and a routine will begin to take shape, but for the time being, it’s much too quiet here.
I haven’t written in over a month and that has made me bottle a lot up too. So here are a few things that have happened this summer:
We’ve gone to the zoo several times…that was cool. No, actually, it was extremely not cool, temperature-wise, but we did have fun! Let me just say, the building that has the lizards and frogs and snakes and fish and stuff, has displays of bugs that are far too large to be allowed to continue to live. I’m not trying to question God here, but, well, EWWWW! I can only say that if I ever run into one of these bugs and I haven’t passed out or I can manage to overcome my compulsive instinct to put as much distance between myself and the creatures that Adam should have stepped on instead of naming them, I will finish that job (of stepping on, or filleting or napalming, whatever).
My mother-in-law came to visit for a few days and Michael and I got an evening out to go see our friend Beth in “Smoke on the Mountain.” Very cute show. We had fun. And the boys were delighted to spend some time with Cece. That doesn’t happen very often. We are thinking about going south for the Christmas holiday and spending time with her. There’s nothing like spending Christmas on a chaise lounge with suntan lotion and a Mai Tai!
And we made our annual trip to Michigan to go canoeing down the Platte River in the northern part of the Lower Peninsula. As always, we LOVE this trip. And it was even more special because our bestest friends, the Bakers, got to join us this year! We spent Thursday, Friday and Sunday at my parents house on Dodge Lake tubing and cruising around the lake in Dad’s new pontoon boat. Saturday we spent lazing down the Platte in tubes and on floats. There were 28 of us on the river this year…a great group. Then back to the campground for dinner and s’mores and story telling… And let me tell you…Michael and I got so hooked on “Electronic Catchphrase” that we almost didn’t let the Bakers leave because we where having so much fun with it! Now we have to find one and host a party…there’s nothing like yelling at your friends and trying to get them to guess some of the most obscure phrases or words using even more obscure clues and gestures!
So, I think now that I have wiled away a few minutes here recapping my summer, I will go do some laundry and see if I can catch that darn sock faery. I am missing quite a few socks and I know she has them somewhere…
I haven’t written in over a month and that has made me bottle a lot up too. So here are a few things that have happened this summer:
We’ve gone to the zoo several times…that was cool. No, actually, it was extremely not cool, temperature-wise, but we did have fun! Let me just say, the building that has the lizards and frogs and snakes and fish and stuff, has displays of bugs that are far too large to be allowed to continue to live. I’m not trying to question God here, but, well, EWWWW! I can only say that if I ever run into one of these bugs and I haven’t passed out or I can manage to overcome my compulsive instinct to put as much distance between myself and the creatures that Adam should have stepped on instead of naming them, I will finish that job (of stepping on, or filleting or napalming, whatever).
My mother-in-law came to visit for a few days and Michael and I got an evening out to go see our friend Beth in “Smoke on the Mountain.” Very cute show. We had fun. And the boys were delighted to spend some time with Cece. That doesn’t happen very often. We are thinking about going south for the Christmas holiday and spending time with her. There’s nothing like spending Christmas on a chaise lounge with suntan lotion and a Mai Tai!
And we made our annual trip to Michigan to go canoeing down the Platte River in the northern part of the Lower Peninsula. As always, we LOVE this trip. And it was even more special because our bestest friends, the Bakers, got to join us this year! We spent Thursday, Friday and Sunday at my parents house on Dodge Lake tubing and cruising around the lake in Dad’s new pontoon boat. Saturday we spent lazing down the Platte in tubes and on floats. There were 28 of us on the river this year…a great group. Then back to the campground for dinner and s’mores and story telling… And let me tell you…Michael and I got so hooked on “Electronic Catchphrase” that we almost didn’t let the Bakers leave because we where having so much fun with it! Now we have to find one and host a party…there’s nothing like yelling at your friends and trying to get them to guess some of the most obscure phrases or words using even more obscure clues and gestures!
So, I think now that I have wiled away a few minutes here recapping my summer, I will go do some laundry and see if I can catch that darn sock faery. I am missing quite a few socks and I know she has them somewhere…
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